so i've done all this big talk about moving on, breaking chains, and generally reclaiming my life. it was all going so well.
then he called. all progress gone.
sigh. i really will never learn. sad part is, i don't really want to learn, i think. there is just too much good that comes from this arrangement. if i can recalibrate my expectations to line up with his, this will be perfect. as it stands, this is almost perfect, but for that one... little... thing.
as backsliding goes, there could be worse things to do. but it's still backsliding. as long as i can recognize it, i can at least accept the consequences.
it’s been a while
2 weeks ago